Mundane Thoughts

[began writing on sunday] Exams: Friday: ENGL 210 Final Monday: REL 231 Final Wednesday: REL 295 Final Thursday: Cho and Karen leave me Friday: Mommy comes home Saturday: Graduation, someone's proposal, Guh's 29th birthday!!! WOW! Sunday: Meixuan's 21st birthday! Monday: Yixuan leaves me, then I fly away i hate packing. i hate checking out. i wanna burn down my apt. hahaha. going home tomorrow, oh so very bittersweet. i said SO many byes today at church...it's so weird knowing i won't be back in the fall...@.@ [continued writing on monday] home. what a weird feeling. 一回來就 “嬌～～～快來幫我一下！” hahaha, and that was literally when i entered our door. i'm usually pretty good with goodbyes, because i always know i'm gonna see that person again, or that hope is always there, so it makes leaving really not that hard, but this time was different, knowing that i'm gonna be back in jan and then most likely leaving again in a semester makes me spazz a little bit...so, sin...

我不想讀書了，我只想彈鋼琴。心情爛透了。要跑到學校才有鋼琴給我彈到爽，但又沒有時間讓我去彈個兩個小時。如果在家就好了，我甚麼時候要彈就彈，彈的多瘋狂都沒關係。ahhhh! 我需要一台鋼琴來讓我發泄！I realized I process my thoughts only in Chinese when I'm in any other mood other than hyperness, which is not good for right now, because I can't study when everything in my head is just Chinese. Anyways, I saw this video two days ago, I super like! One of WongFu's best works, but it's rather sad.

Exams: Friday: ENGL 210 Final Monday: REL 231 Final Wednesday: REL 295 Final 快結束了！！！感謝主，我需要睡覺啊～ Remaining Days: Thursday: Cho and Karen leave me Friday: Mommy comes home Saturday: Graduation, someone's proposal, Guh's 29th birthday!!! WOW! Sunday: Meixuan's 21st birthday! Monday: Yixuan leaves me, then I fly away And once I get back, I get I think two days of nothing, before heading out to Cali for the retreat...this summer doesn't seem exciting, or maybe it's just cause I'm not excited for it...haha, I'm sure it'll be different once I get back. On a more exciting note, my Tracy Song has graduated!!! AND she looked extra pretty that day! Congratulations~ You're one step closer to THE GIRLS CRUISE! wahahahaha. Ok, I'm done, I'm so sleepy, I took 3 naps during the exam I just had...I'd sleep then write write write, then sleep, then write write write, hahaha, so stupid.

I'm sitting in my last class of sophomore year! it's just a review session too...hahaha. anyways, tradition: Exam Schedule: Friday: ENGL 210 Final Monday: REL 231 Final Wednesday: REL 295 Final that doesn't look bad at all, whee! fighting! yoush! i was greeter for the last chapel of the year today, and surprisingly Calvin has a lot of attractive people!!! hahaha i belong here. yup. i've had such a blessed year serving at chapel, grant it, worship isn't my focus in the future, but man, it's been such a great blessing!! edit// after WA party i'm so thankful for the WAs!!! i didn't become bffs with any of them, but they've each impacted my life in some way or another. they have been such a joy to work with~ God has been so generous with their spiritual gifts and leadership. i don't know what i'll do without them next year...i was also thinking, what am i gonna do in the middle east without a piano!!! i'm already suffering enough without acce...

Yesterday was mother's day and my mommy is in another country, so i just sent her and 二姨媽，四阿姨，and 小姨 an ecard...i didn't think 大姨媽 knows how to open an ecard, so i left her out...hahaha. anyways, i just saw 四姨丈's ordination pictures, ahhhh! so cool! 1) another family member is now a REV. 2) my dad was on the ordination team, so legit! hahaha anyways, got 2 days of classes left, reading recess then, finals! i'm not ready. haaaa. 怎麼辦？ actually i'm not that unprepared, i only have 3 finals, and i'm pretty confident in each of these classes, so not too bad. the weather has been wonderful lately~ i like this perfect amount of sunniness! and the flowers in bloom, the trees are dressed, it's the best! i also decided a few days ago that purple tulips are my favorite flower now, no more red roses. those dark purple tulips are SO pretty!! every time i see them either around campus or just any where i'm just like WAH! GIMME! spring is definitely my favorite season...

By Faith - Keith & Kristyn Getty & Stuart Townend By faith we see the hand of God In the light of creation's grand design In the lives of those who prove His faithfulness Who walk by faith and not by sight By faith our fathers roamed the earth With the power of His promise in their hearts Of a holy city built by God's own hand A place where peace and justice reign We will stand as children of the promise We will fix our eyes on Him our soul's reward Till the race is finished and the work is done We'll walk by faith and not by sight By faith the prophets saw a day When the longed-for Messiah would appear With the power to break the chains of sin and death And rise triumphant from the grave By faith the church was called to go In the power of the Spirit to the lost To deliver captives and to preach good news In every corner of the earth We will stand as children of the promise We will fix our eyes on Him our soul's reward Till the race is finished ...

It's the last week of school!!! what the poop! it's gonna be my last year soon! that is, if i graduate in time...freakin pima, reply my emails!!! but this last week is total death week. shoot me now. 我不要讀書了. i seem to pull this stunt every year...where i cram all my work into the last week...haha, my parents have been getting me to change this habit since i can remember...anyhoo, parents are in malaysia (so jealous) they'll be in singapore this week, and then malaysia again (i think) and then taiwan, ahhh, so jealous!!! i wanna go back to those places! i told ahBin my parents were back, and he's like "so...you're not, why do i care?" i thought it was funny and =_________= at the same time...but yeah, pray for my parents! my mom's apparently been overworking again...blah. ok anyways, heavy workload week coming up. boo. i've been having so much fun lately, can't summer just come without all this stuff? rawr. on a brighter note, i'm getting mo...