Mundane Thoughts

i have a lot of thoughts right now, and i'm not sure how to process them yet. which is why i'm on here word-vomiting. about a month ago, i had a post about how girls have too much drama, i'm stil sticking to that. i really hate it though. 很麻煩。i mean, it's good that i'm not a boy, but oh man, how great would it be to not have all these drama. God's been teaching me a lot of lessons right now, and i'm scared. hahaha, all these lessons require people relations and wisdom; one wrong step could 絆倒 someone, and i don't wanna do that. in my leadership class, we talked about how every strength can be a weakness and every weakness can be a strength. and thinking about that, i'm really thankful for 某某人 being in my life. i think i've always seen  "their" (yes i realize that's not the right pronoun, but i'm trying to hide this person's identity...hahaha) truthfulness as a weakness because of the lack of grace/empathy. but lately, i...

God loves me sooo much! i got my spring break ticket to go home yesterday! PTL! i've been searching for tickets for weeks, but it's always been more than $500, at least flights from GRR - TUS, but randomly yesterday, it dropped down to $331, and just for the dates i needed too! a day earlier/later it was $500-$700! so PRAISE JESUS! i'm going home for spring break! YAY! school has been...blah lately. i like my classes, but they're also really tedious. all the homework take FOREVER to do...and the readings are like a billion pages. being a religion major is not easy...hahaha. anyways, God's been really good lately, and i'm thankful. i know that all other "glitches" will be fixed by Him, i really shouldn't try to do anything, cause He's in charge! yay! i love my God! 

it's another sleepless thursday for me...i keep trying to do the homework before hand, but there's too much! and then there's prayer meeting on thurs nights, so then i have to do hw a lot later...and then i stay up doing it till way too late. gah! i hate not sleeping on time! it messes up my mornings!!! blah. i should probably just get to work right now instead of writing a blog. hahaha. anyways, pretty good week. thankful for everything that happened :) God is good~ on a side note though, boys are dumb. they always get mad when they're hungry. and then they're full and they're happy again, and then they forgot about what just happened. 哥哥爸爸都這樣。真受不了。time for homework! biblical theology, i will conquer you!

Exodus 34:21 "“You shall work six days, but on the seventh day you shall rest; even during plowing time and harvest you shall rest." at my internship today, the youth pastor said to me, "we're gonna take Tuesday off, because even amongst all the 'churchy' stuff that we do, we need to rest." and he gave a short spew about how the thing pastors do least is rest because their sabbath is their job. and i thought it was really interesting, because i've been feeling so stressed lately (it's only the 2nd week...) and it's not just school work that's stressing me out, it's stuff with internship, stuff with Chinese church, stuff with WOG, stuff with future, the list is never ending...Sunday are also my busiest days, it's just one thing after another, so i don't really "rest" on Sundays...but i think Todd had an interesting reminder today, that we absolutely need to rest, because God doesn't delight in our service either ...