Tolerance

i have a lot of thoughts right now, and i'm not sure how to process them yet. which is why i'm on here word-vomiting. about a month ago, i had a post about how girls have too much drama, i'm stil sticking to that. i really hate it though. 很麻煩。i mean, it's good that i'm not a boy, but oh man, how great would it be to not have all these drama. God's been teaching me a lot of lessons right now, and i'm scared. hahaha, all these lessons require people relations and wisdom; one wrong step could 絆倒 someone, and i don't wanna do that.
in my leadership class, we talked about how every strength can be a weakness and every weakness can be a strength. and thinking about that, i'm really thankful for 某某人 being in my life. i think i've always seen  "their" (yes i realize that's not the right pronoun, but i'm trying to hide this person's identity...hahaha) truthfulness as a weakness because of the lack of grace/empathy. but lately, i've been seeing it more as a strength. sin should not be tolerated. we cannot "be okay" with sin. when we see something, as brothers and sisters, we have the responsibility to keep them in check. so i know what i have to do, but i have to do it wisely. i don't know. i can't tolerate the things around me. so not only do i need more wisdom, more love, i need more patience. oh man. 好難哦！上帝啊，幫我。i just really want my brothers and sisters to be PASSIONATELY in love with God, to thirst and hunger for Him!