Just More Mundane Thoughts


I've been home for nearly a year now and i'm super thankful that God has brought me back, and I know why He's brought me home this year too, but truly and honestly, I am so glad I left. So many things affirm my belief that people need to move. Don't get me wrong, I love living at home, I love my parents, I love TCMC, and I really do like Tucson, but man, oh man, people NEED to get out there! So surprisingly enough, I'm actually super excited to move again (this does not sound like me). This year I've been back has allowed me to "leave the past behind", I've seen what the past is like, and I don't want it, I may miss it at times, but it's no longer the same, so...I'm done! In some ways, it's really great to have this "burden" off me, to no longer be tied to the past and to no longer...well, long for it. I guess, I finally got closure, hahaha.

On another note, this past half a year has been so difficult being long distance with enoch, but all-in-all, I'm also thankful. Even though the time and distance difference causes a lot of "difficulties" (like not being able to talk, except once every 2 weeks...), I think it also has some pluses. With the help of distance and time, it's often hard to stay mad at the other person, because you pretty much HAVE to take time to calm down, so I praise God for that! God's been really good to us though and so I really can't complain (even though I often do...he..he...)

These next few months are going to bring about a lot of change, and I know that two paragraphs ago, I had just mentioned that "I'm super excited" I also have a lot of hesitation, can you blame me though? Tucson's been my home for 13 years, and now my parents are moving to JAPAN! I'm excited for them, but I also really don't want my "home" to be gone. I feel like now that they're moving to Japan, I have no home, no place to return to to. Coincidentally, my mom's sermon last Sunday was about how we're not citizens of this world and our home is to come. So yes, I need to remember that, but I think (for now at least) when people ask me where home is, the answer will still be, "Tucson". Anyways, thankful for everything, I know He has a plan that's greater than ours and is better and more awesome than we could ever plan ourselves.

Lastly, I end with this picture, because this show ended in Jan, also causing changes in my life! hahaha
 

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