Slippery Slope

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"You don't know how far the ripples of our decisions go" -Wanted

Every time I think about this quote, I get a little scared, because unlike how the movie was trying to use this quote, that "oh your decision will have such a great effect and you'll be the hero, I always think of "your mistake is gonna cause SO much trouble."

this weekend, i did something stupid because i thought it was fun, hahaha (i mean, most of the time my definition of fun is equivalent to stupidity right?) well anyways, it caused unhappiness between me and a good friend. now, i didn't realize how far the ripples of my decision went, because from past experience, there were no ripples, so i thought that i was safe this time too. but idiotic me was wrong. hahaha, anyways, thank God the problem i caused was solved within a few minutes, but one thing led to another, my decision caused something else to happen...and even though the second "problem" may not have been directly caused by me, i do feel like i indirectly created it. this is all so ambiguous when i don't give more details...hahaha, anyways, i thought more about it at church today, and even though i may be the one annoyed at the second situation, if i hadn't made the decision i made in the first situation, the second situation wouldn't have happened. oh woe is me. haaaaa. anyways, may God have mercy. misunderstandings really suck, but after everything passes, it's always glorious, because "The night is darkest just before the dawn." - the Dark Knight. wahahaha, movie quotes are the best.

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