Change

why do things have to change? i'm not talking about the whole growing up stuff, that i understand. moving, i understand. different places, different people, all that i understand. i don't understand relationship changes...how do best friends just stop talking? how does that bond just break? or how does the relationship that took us so long to build suddenly become so "cold"? and all that time we spent together talking about everything, how come we can barely talk now? i know it's a two way street so i can't just blame you, but i'm not quite sure how to build this again. also, it seems like when we try to talk like before, it just doesn't work. i'm not emo. i just re-read some of our conversation, and i really miss it. i want that again. this is unhealthy, i really probably should not do autosave on my computer, looking back does weird things to my head and to my emotions - but they're also good memories. anyways, i'm just nostalgic.

p.s. i'm not talking about any particular relationship.