Qualifications
I've been sharing with quite a few people about the "personal and communal relationship" (see below) lately, and every time i go into that topic i'm trying to bring in the whole Calvin chapels thing, so i begin with how i barely attended any services last year and how technically, that makes me unqualified for being a WA (not to mention, my failure in piano and singing...). anyways, these few days, i've been crazy busy trying to organize a lot schedules for different things, and because of that, i started thinking of "well, who's qualified?"...so anyways, long story short, i had to go through this whole thing of how i really don't think this certain person should be teaching, because i just didn't think they were qualified...but after long talks with different people. EVEN THOUGH this one person might not be "qualified for the job" i cannot take away his or her chance, because that's grace. and 7 years ago, if someone had said, "jocelyn's not qualified to play piano" and they took away my chance, i would've never been able to play like now. in the same way, if i had never gotten this WA opportunity, i won't be as -something here, we'll know by the end of the year- so yes, grace and chances. hm. still processing.
That's a pretty mature realization to come to! =) I likey.
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