Mundane Thoughts

sometimes i wonder what i would be like if i didn't go to calvin...pretty stupid thoughts since i did  go to calvin, but it still makes me wonder. maybe when i meet God, He can show me what i would be like if i didn't go to calvin, it can be like a movie scene of "if you had done this..." haha and once again, i end with a picture.

I've been home for nearly a year now and i'm super thankful that God has brought me back, and I know why He's brought me home this year too, but truly and honestly, I am so glad I left. So many things affirm my belief that people need  to move. Don't get me wrong, I love living at home, I love my parents, I love TCMC, and I really do like Tucson, but man, oh man, people NEED to get out there! So surprisingly enough, I'm actually super excited to move again (this does not sound like me). This year I've been back has allowed me to "leave the past behind", I've seen what the past is like, and I don't want it, I may miss it at times, but it's no longer the same, so...I'm done! In some ways, it's really great to have this "burden" off me, to no longer be tied to the past and to no longer...well, long for it. I guess, I finally got closure, hahaha. On another note, this past half a year has been so  difficult being long dista